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-Ecc 3:11a "He has made everything beautiful in its time"-

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i'm tired... i'm really very tired... i'm sick and tired of myself... my attitude... my emo-ness... everytime i think of how i can mood swing so unconsciously i just feel like pulling all my hair out.

yes, and the exam stress is making me worse... each time i think of who i am; every waking moment i remember i belong to a class called AHRED i feel strangled... and why doesn't anyone realise... i don't know... there are so many things in my mind... but... i can't say anything... i don't want to be a burden, or a load to anyone... everyone has their own share of problems already. and besides, i don't know where to start in the first place...

i surrender.................................... to you Lord.

i don't want to be called a christian but not act like one... i don't want to say things but yet never really seem to practice them... want to stop being this stupid freak. this person that sometimes even i cannot recognise...

i keep hurting people... the very people that i treasure... why can't i ever seem to do anything right? why am i always so selfish?

this pruning process is just so painful... >.<

toodles.

prettyinpink dreamt on 8:42 pm [comment]

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